Fall Away With Me

Fall away with me. I'm not alone sometimes, but I think I am sometimes. Maybe I just think that for peace of mind. Not enough time to reflect on all of the events, not enough time to solidify the memories. Making a scrap book. I remember you asked me why I was writing. I said I need to remember. Because I often forget. You did not want me to write when we were together. I can see, that in a way, I was separating myself from you, as I wrote in my journal. But I wrote about the good times and the bad times we shared and what I learned. Reflection. And here we go again. Yes, it is a little too soon. But I do enjoy my adventures with you! Insert smile and kiss on cheek, here. Feeling disconnected from my work, feeling behind, feeling lost, out of control. Root canal, yeah, life is full of pain. Pain is lessened with you, even when I'm cranky.

I Wished For You

What happens when you want something so badly? And you wish for it. And wish for it. Wishing don't do nothin' babe. Take some actions. But what if you try so hard? And you do everything that you can. You say sorry for all the little wrongs. I wished for you. I have you. And I want you forever. What is forever? So what, yeah, we fought. We never fought before. It had to happen sometime. Right? We are learning to fight constructively! Look on the bright side. Life comes with its many little battles. And we must keep fighting. I will fight for you. Because I love you. I will take the bad times and the good times. Lets keep rolling, forging our paths, as we tumble and dance in this beautifully bittersweet world.